Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Magical substitue
finding monsters to slay, substitute teacher, fixing furniture with a goldfish. notes for future edit.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Cruise Ship
I like how this post is at 3:15 pm, but I am just getting up. Good times.
This one is kinda hard to remember completely because I ended up going back to sleep a few times after waking up.
Dream opens and I am with (AMC), we are in a mall looking for jobs. He eventually find one, and tells me about another place that is hiring. Although we seem to work for different stores, we both serve icees, and I think icees exclusively. At night we have some employee quarter where we all stay. At this time we are joined by (GG) who is trying to learn how to play some game. After fiddling with the game for a while, we end up deciding to go on a cruise.
The cruise ship has some sort of attraction where it falsely capsizes. As this event starts, I found myself on top of a tower on the ship. As the ship goes down, the people that are around me are thrown off in various directions as I press myself against a wall to prevent from being thrown. The cruise ships is run by three sister. I cannot really say that I remember what they look like, if they were actually related (or looked related), or if they were simply characters generated by my subconscious. I am leaning toward the latter statement. In any case, the sister deploy their military and I am forced to protect myself. I recall having the same abilities as a witch from dfo (lolz), as one of my only memories of this time is me throwing out Manteau all over the place with occasional gravity cats. I somehow make it into the sisters' control room. They are discussing how each is to be armed, or who is going next or something. The computer system where they're at somehow controls the states of each person. I remember having a conversation with the eldest sister, whom seems to be in charge, but any recollection after that evades me.
This was a decently random dream after a short hiatus on recollection. Thinking back on this post, I fail to do this dream justice with my description. I really feel that it was more interesting and detailed than I can remember to describe it. =[
This one is kinda hard to remember completely because I ended up going back to sleep a few times after waking up.
Dream opens and I am with (AMC), we are in a mall looking for jobs. He eventually find one, and tells me about another place that is hiring. Although we seem to work for different stores, we both serve icees, and I think icees exclusively. At night we have some employee quarter where we all stay. At this time we are joined by (GG) who is trying to learn how to play some game. After fiddling with the game for a while, we end up deciding to go on a cruise.
The cruise ship has some sort of attraction where it falsely capsizes. As this event starts, I found myself on top of a tower on the ship. As the ship goes down, the people that are around me are thrown off in various directions as I press myself against a wall to prevent from being thrown. The cruise ships is run by three sister. I cannot really say that I remember what they look like, if they were actually related (or looked related), or if they were simply characters generated by my subconscious. I am leaning toward the latter statement. In any case, the sister deploy their military and I am forced to protect myself. I recall having the same abilities as a witch from dfo (lolz), as one of my only memories of this time is me throwing out Manteau all over the place with occasional gravity cats. I somehow make it into the sisters' control room. They are discussing how each is to be armed, or who is going next or something. The computer system where they're at somehow controls the states of each person. I remember having a conversation with the eldest sister, whom seems to be in charge, but any recollection after that evades me.
This was a decently random dream after a short hiatus on recollection. Thinking back on this post, I fail to do this dream justice with my description. I really feel that it was more interesting and detailed than I can remember to describe it. =[
Monday, November 16, 2009
Semi-Failures continue
Alarms are killing me. All I can remember from last night is that there was something to do with the "I Know What You Did Last Summer" plot. On that note, Jennifer Love Hewitt is really attractive.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
fffffff
Got busyish and kinda forgot about this. Hopefully I'll have real shit to add when I wake up.
Saturday, November 7, 2009
???
I don't even know where to begin with this one. Parts of the beginning are already fuzzy, but this dream jumps from my romantic interests, to Pokemon, to people's faces melting.
First and primary location is my grandmother's house, even though she only makes an appearance once. I might be wrong but I think the dream starts off with me returning from something/somewhere for many years. People are there to greet me and seem delighted with my return. While there a friend (SK) offers to let me stay with her, I agree. When I arrive at "her place" I realize it is just the guest room in my grandmother's house, but this seems normal at the time. Someone else (JS) also seems to have moved in with us to the small room. This period seemed fairly prolonged. Most of this time was spent with the girls chatting about various things, while I silently flirted with JS.
I am unsure if this is really the next section, but I remember it happening. For whatever reason I found myself discussing playing Pokemon with one of my old friends (BS), so I decide to pick it up again. When playing, the game doesn't start as a Pokemon game. At first, it is some odd co-op Mario3-esque game I am playing with JL. Once he catches up to where I am, it becomes Pokemon and my perspective changes into the game itself. It seems like the game begins to bug out and I find myself/my character (Dawn, because she's the only legitimate female lead) running through a forest full of slowpokes. When we get out of the forest and to the Pokecenter, I see Ash/Brock/May in awesome Poke-sprite form. May walks up and gives my character a hug (Yay for Yuri in my subconscious) and Ash challenges me to a battle. Around this time I put down my gameboy and perspective changes back to the real world, where I am at my old high school with two girls I do not recognize.
Apparently, there is something wrong with me/the world/something, and people (JS/SK/New girls) are trying to keep me here/bring me back? I cannot really tell if I am there or if I am observing as a ghost or something similar. To achieve whatever their goal is, they are trying to compose a piece of music with 5 people. There is a large design in the room where the music is being conscripted upon, 5 columns with faces at the top of each. Oddly, the faces at the top are three F/SN characters, while I do not remember the other two, they could be as well. They struggle to form the last column, and the one belonging to Shiro. There is short sentimental moment between Shiro and Archer, and he ends up taking a line from Archer's column to finish his. The last column just becomes a scale, and apparently that finishes off the "spell?" They begin transcribing the design to pieces of paper and coloring them in with colored pencils.
I still have no real idea what this "spell" was for, as I was conciously observing it. They begin playing the composition. As they play it, unknown girl one starts melting. No one seems to be surprised by this turn of events. As she's dying, she holds her friend, unknown girl two and kisses her while they embrace. I believe I woke up around this time, because I cannot really recall anything after this. Maybe it was just too weird to have a follow up, heh.
Like a lot of my other dreams, there are a few details I remember with no place to put them. Such as the four girls exercising while discussing odd things. Overall, this dream is really out there, at least for my standards. It was pretty interesting and unusual. I really enjoyed feeling the Pokemon perspective part of dream, as well as some of the smaller details I left out of the first section. /sappy
First and primary location is my grandmother's house, even though she only makes an appearance once. I might be wrong but I think the dream starts off with me returning from something/somewhere for many years. People are there to greet me and seem delighted with my return. While there a friend (SK) offers to let me stay with her, I agree. When I arrive at "her place" I realize it is just the guest room in my grandmother's house, but this seems normal at the time. Someone else (JS) also seems to have moved in with us to the small room. This period seemed fairly prolonged. Most of this time was spent with the girls chatting about various things, while I silently flirted with JS.
I am unsure if this is really the next section, but I remember it happening. For whatever reason I found myself discussing playing Pokemon with one of my old friends (BS), so I decide to pick it up again. When playing, the game doesn't start as a Pokemon game. At first, it is some odd co-op Mario3-esque game I am playing with JL. Once he catches up to where I am, it becomes Pokemon and my perspective changes into the game itself. It seems like the game begins to bug out and I find myself/my character (Dawn, because she's the only legitimate female lead) running through a forest full of slowpokes. When we get out of the forest and to the Pokecenter, I see Ash/Brock/May in awesome Poke-sprite form. May walks up and gives my character a hug (Yay for Yuri in my subconscious) and Ash challenges me to a battle. Around this time I put down my gameboy and perspective changes back to the real world, where I am at my old high school with two girls I do not recognize.
Apparently, there is something wrong with me/the world/something, and people (JS/SK/New girls) are trying to keep me here/bring me back? I cannot really tell if I am there or if I am observing as a ghost or something similar. To achieve whatever their goal is, they are trying to compose a piece of music with 5 people. There is a large design in the room where the music is being conscripted upon, 5 columns with faces at the top of each. Oddly, the faces at the top are three F/SN characters, while I do not remember the other two, they could be as well. They struggle to form the last column, and the one belonging to Shiro. There is short sentimental moment between Shiro and Archer, and he ends up taking a line from Archer's column to finish his. The last column just becomes a scale, and apparently that finishes off the "spell?" They begin transcribing the design to pieces of paper and coloring them in with colored pencils.
I still have no real idea what this "spell" was for, as I was conciously observing it. They begin playing the composition. As they play it, unknown girl one starts melting. No one seems to be surprised by this turn of events. As she's dying, she holds her friend, unknown girl two and kisses her while they embrace. I believe I woke up around this time, because I cannot really recall anything after this. Maybe it was just too weird to have a follow up, heh.
Like a lot of my other dreams, there are a few details I remember with no place to put them. Such as the four girls exercising while discussing odd things. Overall, this dream is really out there, at least for my standards. It was pretty interesting and unusual. I really enjoyed feeling the Pokemon perspective part of dream, as well as some of the smaller details I left out of the first section. /sappy
Friday, November 6, 2009
Naps
Took a nap because I did not sleep as long as I would of liked to last night. I was visiting or driving around with a friend I had met with recently (GG). The area we visited was a city completely unfamiliar to me. The only thing I can recall doing there with him was having lunch in a small restaurant with a fun staff. Sometime through he got a call and left to meet up with another friend in the same restaurant. While alone, I walked through the building carrying my stick. Where or when I picked it up I'm unsure, but I do remember constantly almost tripping over the cord. After leaving, I ran into two girls I had met before. One I used to be close to in Elementary school, the other is more of an acquaintance from middle school years (KW/B?). After a short chat, KW leaves me with B? She says something sarcastically, I jokingly agree. I awake to my cell phone.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Sigh
In a house I've never seen before, I had a dream of my own failure and incompetence .
Late Night Edit: For the sake of this being a true preservation of my dreams, time to divulge more information. The house is unfamiliar and large. I stay with a friend I do not talk to often, but who's company I enjoy (DA). Details on prior actions are already lost to me but I vividly remember being ridiculed by my sister for my terrible performance. She continues to chant on my inability. This frustrates me and angers me greatly. I lose my self to rage and respond physically violent, while reassuring her that somewhere I have a chance for myself. During my assault she continues to laugh and mock my failure.
Later I meet with two friends (AMC/AG) who are playing tennis around the house for whatever reason. I think at this time I'm with and talking to my father. The rest of this dream is already lost to me.
I find it important to keep myself reassured in believing that if there is something I really want to do or achieve, that I can if I actually become serious about it. Failure to sustain this would probably result in a complete loss of myself. Thus, I live on; with absolute certainty.
Late Night Edit: For the sake of this being a true preservation of my dreams, time to divulge more information. The house is unfamiliar and large. I stay with a friend I do not talk to often, but who's company I enjoy (DA). Details on prior actions are already lost to me but I vividly remember being ridiculed by my sister for my terrible performance. She continues to chant on my inability. This frustrates me and angers me greatly. I lose my self to rage and respond physically violent, while reassuring her that somewhere I have a chance for myself. During my assault she continues to laugh and mock my failure.
Later I meet with two friends (AMC/AG) who are playing tennis around the house for whatever reason. I think at this time I'm with and talking to my father. The rest of this dream is already lost to me.
I find it important to keep myself reassured in believing that if there is something I really want to do or achieve, that I can if I actually become serious about it. Failure to sustain this would probably result in a complete loss of myself. Thus, I live on; with absolute certainty.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Bus and Fighter
I find myself visiting my mother's side of the family in the Philippines, because that's where they live. Even though I think I'm visiting them, the only person I can remember seeing that does not normally live in the U.S. was our family friend Mr. Yu. More details have escaped me, but eventually I find myself following two cars to go shopping with the family. Mr. Yu has lent me his very large, think school bus sized, bus to drive. The catch is, there is no top to the bus. Thus making it a bus convertible? After beginning the journey I recognize the landscape, as it is familiar to where my other grandmother lives here in my current city. By familiar I mean I cannot remember there being and differences. As I'm going up a hill, I'm pulled over by a police officer. I notice my license plate is pink and the registration stickers are missing. What the officer said to me, I cannot recall.
My memories return to a point where I'm with some members of my family (notably:DL/JL) and friends from high school (EA/RC/LY). Everyone is taking turns playing a fighter, I assume it is the new BlazBlue and during the dream I recognize it as so. In retrospect, it had very little to no real resemblance. We cycle through playing this. I tell myself I should win because I have experience playing, and I do so. Details become very sparse around this point. I remember talking to EA shortly about something, my execution in the game being really below par, as well as the camera position in the game being free form and changing to my will. The last point would be an interesting feature in a game, but completely impractical and would quickly become an annoyance.
Random dream unrelated notes: I was checking last night, and I've read over 99% of the last 1200(at least) doujins uploaded to Fakku. I'm not sure if I'm proud of this point.
My memories return to a point where I'm with some members of my family (notably:DL/JL) and friends from high school (EA/RC/LY). Everyone is taking turns playing a fighter, I assume it is the new BlazBlue and during the dream I recognize it as so. In retrospect, it had very little to no real resemblance. We cycle through playing this. I tell myself I should win because I have experience playing, and I do so. Details become very sparse around this point. I remember talking to EA shortly about something, my execution in the game being really below par, as well as the camera position in the game being free form and changing to my will. The last point would be an interesting feature in a game, but completely impractical and would quickly become an annoyance.
Random dream unrelated notes: I was checking last night, and I've read over 99% of the last 1200(at least) doujins uploaded to Fakku. I'm not sure if I'm proud of this point.
Monday, November 2, 2009
f
Taking advice of Cardigan, writing down dreams to ensure their remembrance. Falling asleep multiple times yields multiple dreams, obviously. As I waited to start this I've already missed out on details.
Dream 1: Location bares resemblance to high school with the VP. For whatever reason I'm with one of my dear friends I haven't seen since middle school (AR) and it seems that he's found a way into a secret library used by the staff? Yea doesn't make sense. We get caught and mildly chastised . Upon leaving we meet up with four people I don't seem to recognize; two are brothers and the other two are girls, split into dating pairs. Time skips, I find myself at their place and they are naked from post-sex(?). I find myself sleeping in the bed with the the elder brother and girlfriend, whom I may add is gross. Starts touching me, I reject, elder brother wakes up and starts talking to me while on a treadmill. A large T.V. either appears, or I hadn't realized it was there before, turned to an exercise music video starring David Hasslehoff. I briefly watch the video trying to mimic the exercises and either dream or my memory of it ends.
Dream 2: I find myself parking an old beat up car belonging to my mother at my old house. After parking, I assist in taking in random groceries inside. Of the items I take in, I can only really remember two bags containing two sets of two dozen eggs, and a bad with other breakfast items including a loaf of bread made from hash browns(?). When we get inside my aunt is there discussing something with my mother. I find myself going outside to meet one of my younger cousins and her surprisingly young looking friend. They are driving a really shitty-looking beat up yellow and black car. Thinking back, I was not parking my mother's car earlier, only taking in groceries. I went to repark it and this is when my cousin and her friend pull up. They come in and talk about her sister who apparently has fled the country because she was caught selling drugs. Memory skip, my cousin pulls into the driveway and we are off to go somewhere. we talk casually of being convicted of some felony and how it'll be hard to find a job.
Dream 3: I wanted to remember this one the most but as I think back there are a lot of holes. To outline, I have a group of friends and after some idling events there is a party in which a girl and a friend I seem to know have arrived. Girl and her father are dying from something rapidly, and they are essentially spending there last moments with us. Though she is going out with the friend she arrived with, I seem to have a strong liking to her and he has seem to have abandoned her.
Dream begins in a room, relatively unkempt with lots of random manga on the floor. If I had to say it would be the room of a friend (YA) of mine, but it is way too dissimilar with furniture that doesn't belong. Other friends are around reading the manga that are thrown across the floor as I relax on the bed trying to nap maybe? I notice my friend (AMC) is reading something entitled "Ghostbusters" cover art brings images of Yu Yu Hakushou to mind, and I ask him why he is reading that. I assume I do not approve or think there is better material lying around. Idle conversation I can't remember fills the void of time until night falls and there are people outside who have just arrived.
The group that is outside belongs to unknown friend/girl. In retrospect I think the girl resembles Amanda Bynes, but I could be crazy because that is pretty random. Eh, maybe not as random as the music video from dream 1. They explain they are searching for or tracking a disease. I find illustrations that were supposed to be hidden from me with people who have it? It might be people they are searching for, one of which is the father of the girl who I learn has the disease as well. The illustrations remind me of a "zombieism" disease (lol) and people are drawn with odd expressions and peeling skin. Friend gets angry at something and I take my cue to walk away. I join the girl lying in the grass looking at a building. We converse in a way that makes it seem like we are close friends or have known each other for a long time, it feels comfortable and natural talking to her. Eventually we embrace and the party starts.
This scene is really missing in my mind. Previous room has been converted into a larger one, furniture is gone. Something is happening in the middle of the room for the party, it might be dancing or something else. Girl finds her way back to me, and we continue talking. I remember feeling regretful pains that she is dying, but she seems to be settled with it. She pulls me slightly outside and we dance (I think?). Mood is awkwardly lightened, as if she wants to enjoy her final moments and the party becomes more lively. Another man appears from back room during the party's heightened excitement to join in festivities. I seem to recognize this man as her father (and seem to remember him looking similar to Christopher Walken) who joins in dancing. I'm kneeling in the grass while she is lying in my arms talking about something. My memory fades here, either with her death or the end of my dream.
Uncertain details: There are some details I remember, but do not remember where they belong. They could of been parts of the other dreams and I had forgotten the order/randomness, or separate dreams entirely since I do not remember how many times I re entered sleep last night.
I remember an office building with a Blade-like character. Basically I'm outside but my perspective is him switching between third and first person. Nothing really interesting here, it feels pulled from one of the movies which I have not seen in years probably. Zombies/Vampires/Other things are chasing him up a building that eventually tumbles. One out of place detail that I remember is him catching bullets in his mouth and then spitting them out plus a tooth after a short delay.
I also remember watching a third person animated Mario short of some kind. Mario and Luigi are fighting over something, Luigi is pissed while Mario is trying to reconcile. They are on a hilltop with outrageous winds. I think Luigi is blown off as Mario tries to save him, or something similar to that.
In conclusion of this first post, trying to scribe my dreams is surprisingly more difficult than I thought it was going to be. I may have chosen a bad day to start on as I fell asleep three or more times, but it is really hard to match details appropriately. I find myself remembering more than I thought I would, but still leaving holes in the order of events which angers me to an extent. Probably most frustrating, is that I try to make sense or this recollection, which could inadvertently cause false memories or events. Hopefully as this continues, assuming I do not get bored or lazy, I'll get better at remembering the order of events. I'm probably finding this more fun than I should be, especially after saying I would never be retarded and make a blog. Yes, I'm talking to all you bloggers, I hate you all. This happens to be a really convenient way to record ideas, fml. I'll probably write some shitty blog intro and format this because of my self-diagnosed OCD anyways.
Dream 1: Location bares resemblance to high school with the VP. For whatever reason I'm with one of my dear friends I haven't seen since middle school (AR) and it seems that he's found a way into a secret library used by the staff? Yea doesn't make sense. We get caught and mildly chastised . Upon leaving we meet up with four people I don't seem to recognize; two are brothers and the other two are girls, split into dating pairs. Time skips, I find myself at their place and they are naked from post-sex(?). I find myself sleeping in the bed with the the elder brother and girlfriend, whom I may add is gross. Starts touching me, I reject, elder brother wakes up and starts talking to me while on a treadmill. A large T.V. either appears, or I hadn't realized it was there before, turned to an exercise music video starring David Hasslehoff. I briefly watch the video trying to mimic the exercises and either dream or my memory of it ends.
Dream 2: I find myself parking an old beat up car belonging to my mother at my old house. After parking, I assist in taking in random groceries inside. Of the items I take in, I can only really remember two bags containing two sets of two dozen eggs, and a bad with other breakfast items including a loaf of bread made from hash browns(?). When we get inside my aunt is there discussing something with my mother. I find myself going outside to meet one of my younger cousins and her surprisingly young looking friend. They are driving a really shitty-looking beat up yellow and black car. Thinking back, I was not parking my mother's car earlier, only taking in groceries. I went to repark it and this is when my cousin and her friend pull up. They come in and talk about her sister who apparently has fled the country because she was caught selling drugs. Memory skip, my cousin pulls into the driveway and we are off to go somewhere. we talk casually of being convicted of some felony and how it'll be hard to find a job.
Dream 3: I wanted to remember this one the most but as I think back there are a lot of holes. To outline, I have a group of friends and after some idling events there is a party in which a girl and a friend I seem to know have arrived. Girl and her father are dying from something rapidly, and they are essentially spending there last moments with us. Though she is going out with the friend she arrived with, I seem to have a strong liking to her and he has seem to have abandoned her.
Dream begins in a room, relatively unkempt with lots of random manga on the floor. If I had to say it would be the room of a friend (YA) of mine, but it is way too dissimilar with furniture that doesn't belong. Other friends are around reading the manga that are thrown across the floor as I relax on the bed trying to nap maybe? I notice my friend (AMC) is reading something entitled "Ghostbusters" cover art brings images of Yu Yu Hakushou to mind, and I ask him why he is reading that. I assume I do not approve or think there is better material lying around. Idle conversation I can't remember fills the void of time until night falls and there are people outside who have just arrived.
The group that is outside belongs to unknown friend/girl. In retrospect I think the girl resembles Amanda Bynes, but I could be crazy because that is pretty random. Eh, maybe not as random as the music video from dream 1. They explain they are searching for or tracking a disease. I find illustrations that were supposed to be hidden from me with people who have it? It might be people they are searching for, one of which is the father of the girl who I learn has the disease as well. The illustrations remind me of a "zombieism" disease (lol) and people are drawn with odd expressions and peeling skin. Friend gets angry at something and I take my cue to walk away. I join the girl lying in the grass looking at a building. We converse in a way that makes it seem like we are close friends or have known each other for a long time, it feels comfortable and natural talking to her. Eventually we embrace and the party starts.
This scene is really missing in my mind. Previous room has been converted into a larger one, furniture is gone. Something is happening in the middle of the room for the party, it might be dancing or something else. Girl finds her way back to me, and we continue talking. I remember feeling regretful pains that she is dying, but she seems to be settled with it. She pulls me slightly outside and we dance (I think?). Mood is awkwardly lightened, as if she wants to enjoy her final moments and the party becomes more lively. Another man appears from back room during the party's heightened excitement to join in festivities. I seem to recognize this man as her father (and seem to remember him looking similar to Christopher Walken) who joins in dancing. I'm kneeling in the grass while she is lying in my arms talking about something. My memory fades here, either with her death or the end of my dream.
Uncertain details: There are some details I remember, but do not remember where they belong. They could of been parts of the other dreams and I had forgotten the order/randomness, or separate dreams entirely since I do not remember how many times I re entered sleep last night.
I remember an office building with a Blade-like character. Basically I'm outside but my perspective is him switching between third and first person. Nothing really interesting here, it feels pulled from one of the movies which I have not seen in years probably. Zombies/Vampires/Other things are chasing him up a building that eventually tumbles. One out of place detail that I remember is him catching bullets in his mouth and then spitting them out plus a tooth after a short delay.
I also remember watching a third person animated Mario short of some kind. Mario and Luigi are fighting over something, Luigi is pissed while Mario is trying to reconcile. They are on a hilltop with outrageous winds. I think Luigi is blown off as Mario tries to save him, or something similar to that.
In conclusion of this first post, trying to scribe my dreams is surprisingly more difficult than I thought it was going to be. I may have chosen a bad day to start on as I fell asleep three or more times, but it is really hard to match details appropriately. I find myself remembering more than I thought I would, but still leaving holes in the order of events which angers me to an extent. Probably most frustrating, is that I try to make sense or this recollection, which could inadvertently cause false memories or events. Hopefully as this continues, assuming I do not get bored or lazy, I'll get better at remembering the order of events. I'm probably finding this more fun than I should be, especially after saying I would never be retarded and make a blog. Yes, I'm talking to all you bloggers, I hate you all. This happens to be a really convenient way to record ideas, fml. I'll probably write some shitty blog intro and format this because of my self-diagnosed OCD anyways.
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